oh my goshh why is this so hard why cant it be simple to make your mind up over them!

boys ae? grrrrr this is driving me nuts; i like one and love the other (atleast think ido) to be honest i never stopped. why is this so hard what do i do? do i take the risk and go with what i feel is right but what if i screw up AGAIN with that person and if i had gone with the other it may have been alot easier! grrrrrrrrrrrr. why is it so hard? just pleasee give me some sort of sign of which path to take ) :